My consciousness was expanding without limits and everything became
and was revealed to me as this Light. There was no image here that could
have had reality; I was gone with all my story including this last futile
journey to the cross. This Light of God shined it all away as it ever
will and does now. It was not something that I could have seen with my
body-eyes before; I saw IT with my Inner Eye, within my own whole Mind
in Its eternally creative Presence. Energetically there was as much expansion
as contraction, but what was inevitable to experience was that the Light
Presence was simply HERE - NOW. I was in a state of total release. There
were no obstacles to experiencing the peace of God.
I knew that I AM that Love and Joy, and I felt such gratitude that there
was no other way than to express it with tears and laughter simultaneously.
Most of the time I was unable to speak, but as soon as I could, I felt
an intense need to GIVE this experience away. In simple words, I would
try to express what the nature of that perfection is and offer it to all
of "myself" who were still with me in the Light
Have you not
always looked for an entire solution to your only problem of separation?
This was what you tried to share and believed in: bodies being separate
and minds being locked in these bodies, unable to join except through
acts of physicality. Fortunately this is never true, but it was for a
moment real to you because you believed in it. And you are re-living this
moment here over and over again.
Once I could not stand the painful results of this kind of thinking anymore,
I actually thought myself able to come to a solution by DISCUSSING or
WRITING about my problems and obstacles. This was before I was willing
to personally undergo a process of complete transformation. Let's have
a short look back in time at the kind of mind-structure we followed to
maintain a reduced form of communication over and over again.
The fallacy that occurred by maintaining the split between me and those
I tried to communicate with, the objects I observed, always resulted in
ARGUING about literally nothing, something that was always past, over
and gone. It did not serve me other than to keep me separate from my brother
and in pain, to give me escape from the one solution to all of my problems.
The identity which defends and escapes is always what death or blindness
is. I was dead, blind and deaf and did not know how to bridge the gap
to the Light of God that I truly could not not-know to be my original
Home. As a human I was desperately looking for the solution here in every
corner of my world, and was not able to find it. Again, I was told, "The
only solution to all your problems is not here, but in your decision to
have had enough of "this here" and have instead an experience
of not being here at all."
I have undergone this Experience
. (1/III., p.54-55)
After I finished my University
Studies of Veterinary Medicine as a DMV in Vienna, Austria, I traveled
the North and Central American Continent and found out that Truth cannot
be revealed by effort, whatever the appearance is. No-one is able to
handle a situation, interfere in or improve or react to a condition
within this world and expect as a result, Peace of Mind, a re-unification
with God. I started questioning myself, whether being in a human condition
in a world of constant change could possibly be what life is. In a revelatory
Experience I came to know that no process in time is related to the
eternal Nature of myself. All these apparent mistakes, which I have
seen in myself and in my own images, occurred simultaneously for a single
moment in my mind, and simultaneously the correction took place.
But the devices I was offered later on for undergoing a mind-training
were and are still very valuable and helpful. (from Introduction/ p.
As long as you have not undergone
an experience of One Singular Reality, you will believe in having a
CHOICE and will choose between the meaningless self-made options you
hold in your mind. Humans believe that they lose when they give, and
that they can choose within their limited perspectives of evaluation
what is worth supporting or not. I am telling you, "Recognize
what does not matter and do what your brothers ask you." Why?
Because it does not matter
, because you do not perceive
your own best interests.
Finally I understood that I actually did not have a choice (because
there is only mySelf here and every image that shows up is already in
my mind and just needs to be recognized as being included in the conversion
of my mind). I experienced an immense speed-up in my transformation
- in the understanding that I did this, everything, to myself.
action of being willing to surrender, I discovered that all ideas which
I surrendered were never anything. I surrendered literally nothing.
The Awakened Mind knows that and that is the reason why He will never
ask you to give up anything you value, but only use it to show you what
is forever true, and that the solution is in you and in no-one and
nowhere else. It is indeed in the moment of devastation
that you are willing to hand your will and life over to God by
becoming aware that you don't want this world anymore and truly
cannot handle the situation you find yourself experiencing in the
world. If you are aware that you have had such a bottom-experience,
you are with me remembering Its revelation moment-by-moment anew.
Once I found out that I AM
MEETING ALWAYS ONLY MYSELF and there is no-one else "out there,"
the answer to the question "Who is surrendering to whom?"
was obvious. The concept of surrender to my "Gurus" with
whom I shared the Light, to "evil doers" who apparently
wronged and abused me, and to all my idols I held so dear, then collapsed.
Now I am asking you, "WHAT do you really WANT for yourself?"
Worship of idols and justification of your meaningless perceptions,
or ultimate Peace of mind by getting out of this judgmental "place"
and being Co-Creator with HIM Who has given YOU all Power? (2/I., p.145)
With this revelatory Experience,
however, I did not really see that I have a FUNCTION here, a mission,
to fulfill for a moment. To have this Experience was not of my doing,
and everyone coming into my mind must have had an Experience, whether
he (you) remembers It or not. The question is: What now? What are
you doing with It? Are you wasting It once more by continuing to pretend
you are of the world, planning to die again, or...?
These questions made me aware that I needed a PURPOSE for being here,
and in this way still be in alignment with my Awakening and remembrance
of not being from here. At this point A Course in Miracles*
came to me, and has since then been helpful to me as "the
way out from here." Through it a true purpose can be shown to me
moment by moment anew, a purpose that is singular and extends the Light
and Love of God. "I Am the Savior of the world" is my declaration
I want to share with you. (from Introduction/ p. 5)
*The Words of Jesus of Nazareth from out of time about all you need
to hear for your salvation in this continuum, a contemporary personal
guidance to leave this time-space illusion; consisting of a Textbook,
a Workbook with daily lessons and a Manual for Teachers;
scribed between 1965 and 1973
To have the certainty of
Being Awake and saved is only possible through the undergoing of a complete
transformation, a "THOUGHT-REVERSAL," or reversal of perception's
laws. This is brought about by a mind training, or simply the surrender
of your thoughts for His. This reversal is only the undoing of all of
your meaningless perception "here," allowing its conversion
into Knowledge, a Seeing of Holiness that lights up the world by the
Vision that is given you by God through the Holy Spirit. Such recognition
is facilitated by 'hanging around' The ONE Whom you have seen
within your own mind expressing this certainty. There is a clear awareness
within you that He is awake; not of this world, not a body, and free
of death. Your recognition of Him as your true Self for an instant allows
you to participate in His offering and to share this "Diamond"
with Him in a very joyous and easy way. No sacrifice is involved at
In your DECISION for this all-encompassing change, you are shown this
is all you ever had and have to do. In making it, a big, inner fire
is lit by Him. HE, your Master Teacher, IS the Holy Spirit, is Jesus
of Nazareth, the One in every Awakened Mind, Who shows you the 'path'
of Love and Joy and Peace by the means of forgiveness. Having experienced
God and His eternal shining Light and coming back for a moment, you
then cannot not-share a purpose that extends His Light, and that is
and always has been in you. You are SEEING then all your memory that
must have been included in your experience of leaving this place in
a new light, the Light of the conversion of your mind in its entirety.
This extension is recognized in me as Being the One healing, teaching,
converting dark form into Light, co-creating with God. (from What Is
This All About?/ p.11)
Some see it suddenly
on point of death, and rise to teach it. Others find it in an experience
that is not of this world, which shows them that the world does not
exist because what they behold must be the truth, and yet clearly it
contradicts the world. And some will find it in this course, and in
the exercises that we do today. Today's idea is true because the world
does not exist. And if it is indeed your own imagining, then you can
loose it from all things you ever thought it was by merely changing
all the thoughts that gave it this appearances. The sick are healed
as you let go all thoughts of sickness, and the dead arise when you
let thoughts of life replace all thoughts you ever held of death.**
When you choose to work this
mind-training that will bring the inevitable change and reversal of
all of your perceptions, this Experience will be your own. It is a fact
that It works - right now - because It is the truth.
JESUS of Nazareth SPEAKS to you personally in A Course in Miracles.
Start thinking reasonably about this key sentence: Truth
is true and nothing else is true. And in the Introduction
real can be threatened.
Nothing unreal exists.
Herein lies the peace of God.***
(from Introduction/ p. 6)
** from the URTEXT (unedited version) of ACIM,
Lesson 132, "I loose the world from all I thought it was"
*** from Introduction of A Course in Miracles
I knew that I was awake I could not stop laughing for a long time. I had
to laugh so hard, because I could not understand how - throughout all
my human experience - I was not able to see the truth of myself Which
truly was always the most obvious; that I am not
and never was
"here," that as an image or part of the world, I do not
exist and never existed. Everyone is finally PLAYING and joking! (2/II.,
But the moment
I made the DECISION to not want this repetitive dream, this world, anymore,
I was freed, though I am seemingly RELIVING the time of terror which
apparently took the place of love. I am reliving this single experience
of devastation with you, and simultaneously its RELEASE, wherein we realize
the instantaneous correction, and experience the perfect
peace, love and joy that occurs in the speed-up of the CONVERSION
of all form association into the Light and Love of God, right now.
We are REMEMBERING in this moment nothing but our Awakening.
This is what Knowledge is. And there is ONLY this moment and
always has been; time is over. (1/V., p. 105)
Thank you from the depth of my Heart for joining me in this Adventure of a Great Awakening and Enlightenment - Dr.Rabbit (Devavan)